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This is a bit of a rant but please hear me out:

When I first started this page, I was very confused and for the most part never sent pics of my "real" self out because I was afraid people would find out I was a guy...

At the time I was living with my girlfriend of 2 years and I thought I was gay or something but not sure. This was problematic because up to this point in my life I was taught that anything other than being straight was bad and self damning (I still loved my gf tho so I was very confused) I don't know why I set this blog up to be what it really is (now that I look back I think it was my inner self trying to escape in a perverse way)

After some things I'd much rather not talk about happened I started trying to discover who I am and that's when I found a word to place on my feelings and that word was 'transgender' - as soon as I read up on it I went to a local therapist and have been going back for little over 3 years now and if my life shapes up soon I might be able to become who I really am on the inside.

If anyone wants to talk please message me I'll be more than happy to talk if you are kind.

I do have a gofundme set up but I don't know if I should link it because I don't wanna get harassed.

Let me know if you could donate any small amount though - it's to help my body become itself.
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Sorry Ive Been Away... Personal reasons...

Anyway look at my art gallery and see if you can draw me something similar.

love you.
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does anyone know any good artists that are taking requests right now? Id love to have some art done, it seems to be the only thing that makes me happy. :/
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I asked this person along time ago for art and he said yes then blocked me please help him get my message and tell him to unblock me so we can talk and i can get my request please!! Please message this person and tell him!

I asked this person forever ago and he blocked me for a tg for my bf i even said id send stamps and a envelope and he said in his free time he would do it.

boyann.deviantart.com/
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i am really expressive of how i feel and i need someone who can draw my fustration for me please!!
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Oh i just wanted to tell you i am really worried cause you i guess blocked me i stayed was trying not to cry.. could you please help calm me down?

~Boyann promised me a piece of art and now i cant send messages or anythin to him ive wanted this done since before June. please help me message him please the following is our last message..

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I am NOT avoiding you.
Things were happening, I wasn't loeaving behind some burdens I've expected to be left but what's incoming isn't excuses but stern promise to do what we've discussed and that's it.
You're welcome, stay in touch please.
Ciao,
B.

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SoWhatImASlut said the following:

yea i didnt forget and please dont avoid me. yea im hoping i can get it before christmas.. thanks tho.

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please help me!!
also anyone who can color or take requests please pm me! and check out my story please. :/
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Im really worried ~Boyann promised me a piece of art and now i cant send messages or anythin to him ive wanted this done since before June. please help me message him please the following is our last message..

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I am NOT avoiding you.
Things were happening, I wasn't loeaving behind some burdens I've expected to be left but what's incoming isn't excuses but stern promise to do what we've discussed and that's it.
You're welcome, stay in touch please.
Ciao,
B.

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SoWhatImASlut said the following:

yea i didnt forget and please dont avoid me. yea im hoping i can get it before christmas.. thanks tho.

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please help me!!
also anyone who can color or take requests please pm me!
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i dont know what to do everything has been so messed up i guess im depressed and i really need some art drawn for me cause thts about the only thing that makes me happy... help please. : C
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TG BE EXPANSION Anyone!???????
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Can I Get Alittle Love Please A Pic...
My Life Is Falling Apart! Grrr!
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On This Pic... fav.me/d3hrn70



and yes my offer for anyone wanting to draw me something still stands!
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So Ive Been Asking For Awhile Now Jus So You All Know If You Wanna TG My BF I Will Send You A Nude Pic Of Me!

(   o   )(    o   )

Misty
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THATS RIGHT I WILL EXCHANGE NUDE PICS OF MYSELF FOR ANYONE WHO WILL TAKE MY REQUEST. THIS IS ALL I HAVE AS I CANT DRAW WELL... SOUND GOOD?


PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


YEA IM A SLUT.. SO WHAT.
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I Need A Request! I Wanna Request A TG Pic Can Someone Do It?
I Think I Wanna TG My Boyfriend And Make Him A Pregnant Cowgirl..
Or Just A TG Please Someone?

And Yes I Asked Him He Dosent Mind.

PLEASEEEEEEE!!!!
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I Need A Request! I Wanna Request A TG Pic Can Someone Do It?
I Think I Wanna TG My Boyfriend And Make Him A Pregnant Cowgirl..
Or Just A  TG Please Someone?

And Yes I Asked Him He Dosent Mind.

PLEASEEEEEEE!!!! :iconbreastsplz:
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I Wanna Request A TG Pic Can Someone Do It?
I Think I Wanna TG My Boyfriend And Make Him A Pregnant Cowgirl..

And Yes I Asked Him He Dosent Mind.

Also.. Today I Was Wearing A Short Skirt With No Panties And When I Bent Over To Get The Washrag And Clean The Floor I Had A Stiff Dick Inside Me... :/
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My Friend :iconconejogalactiko: wont answer or message me and i really enjoyed talking to her and she draws really good and i dunno what to do cause this always happens i makes me wanna die!! grr im soo sad, lost and lonley.

HELP!
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People Are RUDE!! .... (can i request?)

Journal Entry: Mon May 31, 2010, 11:46 PM


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Ok so this one guy offered to take my TG request and i tell him everything and log in the next day and find out he had me blocked from his DA account how rude, i mean he coulda jus told me he didnt wanna do it but that was jus mean and i accually cried alittle and it still hurts but im posting this in hopes that someone pure of heart will read this and maybe do me a free TG because i am not rich but i do like TG's as does my boyfriend and

.........im jus praying for someone.

Pixelmari
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Im Poor! :'(
I Wanna Have My Boyfriend A TG Secretly Done For Him. :D

What The Heck! Grrr!! >:(
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Omg! Seriously, Im Nice To Everyone And Yet They All Want Me To Be There Bitch Do All There Work And I Had A Couple Guys Want Me To Suck Them During School.

And I Got Groped 5 Damn Times Today!

I Dont Know Why But Now Im Hornyy And It Sucks!
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